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Subject:The cold is coming
Time:09:39 am
The homestead, being surrounded on two sides by forest, provides a fairly steady supply of odd downfall wood that I gather up from time to time and put in my storage shed. As the weather eases into fall, around here one’s thoughts of fire brings me excitement. *steeples her fingers* "Let is come!"
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Time:09:31 am
Some times, a little perspective is all you need.

Age brings, experience , that maybe you have learnt from..

Or maybe not..
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Subject:FORGIVE YOURSELF
Time:07:08 am
Self-forgiveness is the key to living an extraordinary life. By making the conscious choice to forgive ourselves for our mistakes and shortcomings, we liberate ourselves from the bonds of our past and open the door to a new future. When we forgive ourselves, we feel worthy and deserving of receiving everything life has to offer.
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Subject:Invictus
Time:06:59 am
"Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul."
-William Henley
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Subject:Life is busy
Time:07:34 am
Life as a working mom is becoming very busy. I have been doing so much overtime at work. I get a small break to do job 2, then go back to job 1 and work some more. Donovan is going through a weird phase, where he is always mad at me. It is rough at times. He doesn't listen, and throw lots of fits cause I don't move fast enough or say we got to wait a couple minutes cause sometimes things have to be heated up or its to hot to enjoy. The screaming is starting to get to me and the eye twitches again. It just breaks my heart when he gives me that mean look. My roommates are out of town this whole weekend so I have been cleaning things, and catching up on laundry. Even if I don't have to wash it its been washed. Its hard to schedule laundry outside of our scheduled day unless its a child emergency. I got lots of building washed that didn't need it but its clean and smells so nice. With always being busy I have built myself a savings now. I got Donovan a child's savings. It only took a year to actually have money. I rejoined MES but have no interest to play. I just work on prestige for the organization and attend meetings.
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Subject:Why they really say cosleeping with a child is dangerous... more for you then them.. this is so funn
Time:08:09 am
1. The midnight caller. Parents should be warned against bringing any kind of cellular device into bed with them or within a toddler’s reach. Unless, of course, you don’t mind being bludgeoned in the head with your cell phone before dawn.

2. Eye love you, mommy! So much so, that little Donovan is going to take that cute little finger of his and jab it right through your sleepy eyelid! I would imagine this is why God gave us two…

3. The toddler chokehold. They may be little, but they are mighty. Be aware of your little one’s sleeping position at all times. One minute they’re lovingly sleeping in the crook of your arm, and the next, they’re lying sideways across your throat cutting off life sustaining oxygen to your brain.

4. The fish hook. I’m sure that to a toddler, the two black holes in mommy’s nose may seem like a magnificent curiosity, but to a mom, there is nothing curious about being jarred awake by your child trying to dig your brains out through your nostril.

5. The bitch slap. A more common threat to parents worldwide, this danger is more likely to occur during the morning hours. The bitch slap may be a rude awakening to the parent of an impatiently hungry toddler who wants their damn cheerios right now.

6. A leaky pipe. While many parents have narrowly escaped the warm piss puddle left in the middle of the bed from our cuddle bugs, unfortunately a vast majority have not. If after reading these hazards you still choose to cosleep with your little one, be sure to wear your rain coat.

7. Open wide! A more hazardous threat to parents who snore or sleep with their mouths open. Some enterprising toddlers will shove any random object that they can find on the night table into their parent’s open mouth.

8. Niagara Falls. If you survived #6 and #7, you might be able to hold your breath long enough to endure a face full of the water you left on the night stand last night. If you must sip on something in the middle of the night, I would recommend to use a spill proof sippy cup.

9. Karate Kid. Every toddler has a firm grasp on the roundhouse kick. And every toddler is scheming to use it on an unconscious victim. Don’t be a victim – swaddle them til they’re 18!

10. The titty twister. Whether male or female, there is something traumatizing about being woken up with your toddler trying to stretch your nipple across the foot board. Moms, wear your bra to bed. Dads, if you’re too masculine to protect your mammories with a lacy number from Victorias Secret, duct tape works just as well.
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Subject:Twelve Days of Hormones (Found this and it made me laugh)
Time:07:35 am
On the Twelfth Day of Hormones
My children gave to me:
Twelve Mood Swings
Eleven Outfit Changes
Ten Loads of Laundry
Nine Hours of Grounding
Eight Tears for No Reason
Seven Worst Mother Awards
Six Temper Tantrums
Five Slammiiiiiiing Doors
Four Feet a Stomping
Three Siblings Scrapping
Two Rolling Eyes
And a Pic of Mommy Drunk Under the Tree (don’t judge me)
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Time:10:34 pm
I’ve struggled a lot with feeling damaged, broken, and screwed up because of what the ex did to me a couple years ago and how I trusted him implicitly with my everything, how I was blindsided, how he ripped away so many things from me. I’m left alone with my thoughts quite often, and I analyze it a lot. While I pin blame on him, undoubtedly, I often focus more on myself and what it means for the future, and how I fall short on overcoming it all. It is time for change and change will be for the best and I have grown stronger. I am not broken, or damaged. I am still me. I wont be held back by past emotions.

The moment where I made that connection, and the dots lined up for me, resulted in a weight lifted off my shoulders. Maybe I can finally stop focusing on searching and searching and searching endlessly for what’s wrong with me, what caused him to leave me, what I can do better next time. Maybe what I’ve desperately been trying to figure out, has been driven by the wrong question the whole time.

Dear Ex, I finally see, and the clarity is a comforting picture – it’s not me, it’s you. I have gained so much without you, and move forward knowing I am stronger. I am amazon warrior princess rawrrrrrrrrrr!
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Subject:love
Time:10:09 pm
i love my children, and I love myself. Life has its struggles and I carry on. Each trial is just a challenge to make me stronger. Every decision one makes is hard when another s life is depending on you to make the right one. Many times I have felt like a failure, and failure scares me to death. I have recently learned failure is never really failure. It is just something that didn't work out the first time. One must pick them self up and continue on an try a different approach.
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Time:07:40 pm
One of the new guys at work walked up to me today, and kept getting in my way so i couldn't get to where I wanted to go cause he needed to tell me that I was the most beautiful woman our company had and it was a honor to be in my presence and told me that I had a sparkling personality. It was nice, and made my day. I never hear such from anyone really sense I had donovan.
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